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Two Travelers by bluefireangel25, literature

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Two Travelers

Come on boy, take me by the hand Let the wind blow us to a distant land Doesn't matter where we go as long as it's tonight Nothing ever felt this right Please boy, hurry up and get ready I don't know how much longer I can hold myself steady Come on boy, let's leave right now I know we can find a way how Let's run and dance and laugh our way there Come on boy, take my hand if you dare Imagine all the new things we'll see Just two travelers, just you and me

No Title by bluefireangel25, literature

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No Title

These lonely tears had been forgotten But tonight they are found And I reach for my pen Because no one else is around The paper catches my tears Because no one else is here to do it My empty room is the only one that hears This emotional fit My teddy bear is the only one That sees the sadness in my eyes And this heart that weighs a ton. The only one that can see through my disguise I stare at the ceiling And blink back the tears As I lay there un-moving I realize all my fears What if I never find someone to care about Who cares for me the same Someone I can't live without Some one who will always call my name I've hurt for

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The Dam Behind My Eyes by bluefireangel25, literature

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The Dam Behind My Eyes

Seeing your face and looking in your eyes, For the first time since we said our goodbyes Though I try to tell myself it was for the best I feel as if I were punched in the chest I'm in pain and I can't breathe And it tears me up inside As I wonder what I did to make you leave I think a little piece of me may have died It's like stitches ripped carelessly from a slowly healing wound Split open for the whole world to see I wanna run outside and cry to the moon I think maybe she knows what it's like to be lonely One by on the tears trickle down my cheek Until they become a streaming flow of pain And when the pain reaches its peak

Someday by bluefireangel25, literature

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Someday

Can I be your Sally and you my Jack? Will you protect me and watch my back? Will you comfort me and put me together when I fall apart? In return I'll give you my heart You can be my pumpkin king On any day not just Halloween We're thoughtful and inquisitive Together we'll get out there and live We'll sit together and gaze at the stars As you work faithfully to heal my scars Will you hold my hand and sing me a little tune As I stare into your bright eyes, lit by the moon We both know what it's like to be lonely But when I have you and you have me The longing will come to and end We'll watch in wonder as our problems start to me

Only You by bluefireangel25, literature

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Only You

I've never felt a lonelyness quite as bad as this I guess it's because I never knew what there was to miss I can't seem to get you out of my head And i regret all the things i left unsaid I want to feel your familiar lips gently brushing mine I want you to hold me close as we gaze at the night sky But we're only friends and that's where you draw the line And now I'm gazing by myself as I give a little sigh I try to put all my feelings on a closet shelf And I wonder how long I'm gonna be by myself You made me feel different than I've ever felt Just looking in your eyes could make me melt My eyes are burning, they're so sore Oh how

In the Background by bluefireangel25, literature

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In the Background

I feel like I exist only within my head Right along with all the things I've never said I'm just a pair of piercing blue eyes To which only my thoughts are tied I know more about people than they ever will about me How can they kno someone they can't even see? I'm invisible to all but a few That's the way it is and there's nothing i can do I can help the way I am And I can't make people give a damn But I sure can try Not to let them see me cry Not many would notice anyway Although a few may Even if they noticed, it's not like they'd care They'd just keep on walking, trying not to stare

Light as a Feather.... by bluefireangel25, literature

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Light as a Feather....

A part of me wants to fall deeply in love To look in someone's eyes and be held captivated I give a little sigh and gaze at the stars above I don't understand how people can say love's overrated I'm jealous of the people that have found eachother And know they'll always be together I see the way they caringly look at one another And they feel as if they're floating, light as a feather But then fear conquers my hope What if something goes wrong? How do you cope, After caring for so long? Oh how it must hurt To blindly give away your heart and recieve nothing in return It must make you feel like dirt And your swollen eyes will do

Screaming on the Inside by bluefireangel25, literature

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Screaming on the Inside

I'm standing alone in a crowded room I quietly slip out the side door I'm hugging myself, looking up at the moon I can't take it anymore Now my face is burried deep in my arms And I'm desprately fighting the urge to cry Letting them see me like this could only cause more harm, But it gets harder and harder each second I try I try to pretend that I'm fine And that I'm ok But even though it's a big fat lie I don't know what else to say Sitting alone in a parked car Feeling so incredably down I search desprately for a wishing star But there's none to be found I hear their voices coming my way It's time to put on a smile To pret

Soon to be Forgotten by bluefireangel25, literature

Literature

Soon to be Forgotten

The stars appear to be close together But take a deeper look and you'll see That they're really so far apart from each other That's how it is with me At first glance I may seem surrounded by others That's what you'll see But if you take the time to look deeper You'll see a girl who's by herself and oh so lonely She conceals her feelings behind her blue eyes Holds them all deep inside But when she's alone she breaks down and cries Oh how she wants to run and hide And she wonders every day Will anyone miss her if she's gone In bed where she lays She tosses and turns until dawn After a while they'd forget her It's not like they

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Glory From My Lowest by thewronged, literature

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Glory From My Lowest

Rain tapped lightly and I opened up my door And the feelings that I felt, I've never felt before the sun its shines we all felt fine the rain made us hide beneath the comforter and blakents were we'd hid both our dreams And world it did seem scary as we opened up our hearts And the pieces of our bodies were all just moving parts and we all danced we held our hands and sent up a prayer to all those we know and I said remember that i need you thats something that this seed must sow And we paced the lawns that we had crept the night before and we dreamed of the day we were all looking towards we walked the block and set our clocks c

Broken hearts spent shells by 11th-hour, literature

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Broken hearts spent shells

It was all over the news today a broken heart shooting spree massacre of the cards some say "I just wanted to make them free" the killer says with a sway locks closed shackles snapped throw the key closed cell crys of a bitter soul "come on now you'd do it as well" nothing left inside just a heartshaped hole apathies a lifestlye nothing left but a shell a daunting task with a terrible goal will he be sent to the heavens or engulfed in hell Wide eyed, unloved, living alive with deadened eyes ten commandments for the broken inside seven deadly sins numbers less but moreso in tide practiced by many admitted by few and no its not p

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The Wallflowers by bluefireangel25, visual art

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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: Ca
MP3 player of choice: Haha a cheap one
Favourite cartoon character: Kuromi

Favourite Movies

Breakfast Club, Benny and Joon, Indianna Jones, POTC, Sweeney Todd, LOTR, Star Wars, The Goonies,

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Flogging Molly

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Kingdom Hearts, Dragon Age, Mass Effect, Little Big Planet, Fable

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Xbox 360

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Roger! Poetry and anything that's fun!

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bluefireangel25

Feb 4, 2005

WOO! =D

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nothing much is going on for this week, but have you seen the announcement on our front page? Our member, lubesh, had her poems included in 2 books!  Here's the link to the news: http://www.storiesmania.net/community/showthread.php?t=2342 Again for this week, we are featuring a story and a poem for our specials.  From a very old StoriesMania member, Michael Athey, we have 'Fictional Eternity', a story about "an aging sci-fi editor gets what he wants, and quite a bit more...".  Here's the link: http://www.storiesmania.net/community/showthread.php?t=388 And our poem is by BlueFireAngel25, who highlights some of our social problems.  Here it

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bluefireangel25

Dec 10, 2004

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need to write something......

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bluefireangel25

Nov 29, 2004

Weird Dream

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This weekend i had a really strange dream.  In the dream, I slit my wrist, but not for the purpose of killing myself...it was like i wanted to get something out.  it didnt start bleeding, but ink was pouring out of it and onto a piece of paper and the paper was filling up with words and forming poems, it was really strange, ive never had a dream like that before